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Saturday, 28 June 2008

  • LIFE'S UNFUN TIMES

    It's been a while.  my pastor used to say take all your vents  to  the  Lord.    I  thought,  'nay,  too  hard,'  or  'not  fun  or  rewarding'.

    As  I  age,  my  impaired speech  is  parishing, along with the rest of my outer  self. No one has infinite patience with me, nor do i have patience with myself,..or them.
    So, where do I go but to the Lord?!! 

    I tell God everything, even that I need help believing He's there.  I long for the stedfastness of Lilly Arthungal, and others.   I'm always apologizing to my sons for not going the extra mile,  spiritually.

    My younger son has had many disappointments lately, with more possibly forthcoming.    This  is  difficult  for  me  to  witness.   Will  he  move  forward  or  will he sink into defeat and hide behind the put-on of ampathy.  Can I help him
    through this?  Can I leave my own doubts at the alter and be a rock for my young man babe? 

Tuesday, 15 April 2008

  • I did not write that thing about bring Xanga back
  • I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!
  • Oh, my!  People really do read my posts.  One of my favorite hymns stems from the low place I was when God got a grip on me.  Even though I knew I was forgiven, I allowed Satan to make me feel nasty for years and years.  I've always fallen for his lies.
    I avoided other Christians.  I tossed tracts in the trash.  I found a place in a denomination that's big on situational ethics.  Still, His word was written in my heart and I knew I was sinning. 
    I was angry and bitter at a God who would make me be like this.  I pictured God as sitting up there, tossing rotten eggs and laughing at me.


    Love Lifted Me

    I was sinking deep in sin
    far from the peaceful shore
    Very deeply stained by sin
    sinking to rise no more
    But the Master of the sea
    heard my dispairing cry
    From the waters lifted
    Now saved am I...

    ...Souls in danger, look above,
    Jesus completely saves
    He will lift you, by His love
    out of the angry waves
    He's the Master of the sea
    Billows His will obey,
    He your Saviour wants to be
    be saved today.  

    Love lifted me, love lifted me
    When nothing else would help
    L;ove lifted me.
    --James Lowe--



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